09292007I'm getting behind in classes with homework, I have a test next week, and all of my thoughts are thrown away on things I don't need to be thinking about. I'm done. Maybe I've just gone through a lot of crap this past week, but my super-single attitude is fading. Who am I kidding?
khang: lets just do this
khang: you date him and i'll punch him in the face
khang: so if you don't want to see him get punched in the face...
As if anything would happen. I backed off. Now I'm done.
I'm a goddamn liar.
[edit] I JUST purchased myself the
Canon SD1000 online. When I will get it, I don't know because it's being shipped to Grand Prairie. Buying things makes me feel better. BADNEWSNATASHA.
ALSO, Nina just bought some
badass shoes (black/grey/gold) too. WE SHOP TOGETHER ON THE INTERNET.
09232007Here I am again at the library with the laptop and box of cereal. I need to buy some milk so I can actually eat this for breakfast.
It has been a fairly busy weekend. I am not doing my homework in a timely manner. Anyway, on Saturday my parents came up and took me to Ikea so I could finally get some curtains, a curtain rod, and the wall rack for drying dishes. I told them that having that will make me want to do the dishes sooner. So far it has been proven true! Yea for Ikea.
If you are male and you are reading this and I haven't talked to you already, instant message me and tell me whether you keep your wallet in the front or back pockets of your jeans. Or females, tell me where your boy keeps his wallet! So far, front-back, 3-5.
09172007Besides The Noun and the album Grammafications, I'd have a solo project. Brittany will play trumpet on the debut We Were Not Made To Win. That is all.
09162007Sundays are back to normal, with me and my laptop, working the circulation desk with Nelly, the other library bitch. Only the difference is, it's four hours later and I'm here to close. I have been Pinback-ing it today and decided that I could probably listen to Loro, constantly.
I keep having these dreams about someone I don't even know. The dreams are ridiculously cute but I've barely even talked to this person. How is this person making it to my dreams?
Warm socks out of the dryer on a winter's day
Cookies fresh out of the oven
Laughing until it hurts so much
Waking up with perfect hair
Running into people you know in different cities
Finding out that you are the apple of someone's eye
Long emails you read over and over again
(all things I love but don't possess) (kind of) (especially the perfect hair part)
I'm considering entering my mother and sister to be on What Not To Wear. They are requesting mothers and daughters so I thought that could be a good pair, however, I'm afraid of them getting completely pissed at me for doing such a thing. I talked it over with Nicole a little and decided I would draft an email submission first, then see what she thinks. Now, to write the perfect email begging for thousands of dollars, a trip to NYC, and the chance to meet Stacy and Clinton. I am obsessed, yet I still dress poorly.
Nelly and I are eating dry cereal out of the box. Well, she is using a napkin. This cereal is seriously just that good. (honey bunches of oats with almonds)
09142007What does it mean when you have a dream that involves you nearly breaking down? Last night's (this morning's) dream was strange. I can't remember where we were or what we were doing exactly, but I remember thinking that I can't lose my friends.
I have ACL envy.
I have never listened to so much female fronted music in my life. What is happening?!
09122007Why do things always have to be so difficult? What things, you ask? Everything.
I wish I had a solutions manual to my homework. I wish I had a solutions manual to my life.
09102007Can it be that only after a matter of two weeks of school, I am already slacking? Or am I just forgetful that I manage to do my homework hours before it is due? Anyway, this is what I've been doing:
S: 6-10 Work
M: 9-10 ME366J, 11-12 ME366J, 2-3 ME 379N, 3-5 ME140L
T: 8-9.30 ME368J, 12.30-2 ME340, 2-6 Work
W: 9-10 ME366J, 11-12 ME366J, 2-3 ME 379N
TH: 8-9.30 ME368J, 12.30-2 ME340, 2-6 Work
F: 9-10 ME366J, 11-12 ME140L, 2-3 ME379N
This is very unreadable. I'm a visual person, but I'm too lazy to figure it out. LAZY. Laziness cuts me like fine cutlery.
I am laundering for the first time at this complex. The washer and dryers are old; I like the ones we have at home. Grand Prairie home. My parents told me that they plan on visiting a couple of weekends from now for a day. I'm excited about visitors. This past weekend, Agnes and Philip came to Austin. Agnes and I hung out for most of the weekend and Natalie came to join in too. As long as I keep on having visitors, I don't mind this set up.
There is this guy in my class with cute boyish looks. I forgot this existed.
09052007I started getting used the the crickets and spiders and water bugs in my shower and the occasional roach, but then a fly? All it does is buzz around and around the tinyness that is my apartment. And there MUST be a fucking mosquito in here. Bite count (so far): five. I hate mosquitoes more than anything.
Today I realized that as uneventful, as a whole, my summer was, I miss it. I loved hanging out with my family and two of my closest friends. I loved finding new places to hang out in Fort Worth listening to BS^2 and Malajube. I loved searching the city for a good parking lot to skate and talking about pretty much everything heavy. I am just not ready to be back in Austin trying to socialize and make people hang out with me. I'm not good at that. Today's meetings with organizations reminded me of that.
I kind of want to go shopping. Going to the mall with my J-group doesn't count.
09022007Oh internet, I'm glad to have you back. Now I won't be
as bored, however, my cable box still isn't functioning properly and I have a technician coming Wednesday afternoon.
So, I'm back in ATX and back in school. It was kind of a weird feeling going back to school; I'm still not ready for it. With all the registration crap I've been through (am going through), I found out that my graduation will now be Summer 2008 instead of Spring. Those pesky pre-requisites get changed around with different curriculum. Really, I don't mind taking longer to finish school (as long as my parents are okay with it) except when I think about the people that went to my high school. I know some of them will be done with their masters programs in the time it takes me to finish my undergraduate. Hey guys, I like to take my time!
HERE is my vacation.
I need to find people to see Across the Universe with me when it comes out. And people to see shows with me. I'm afraid of getting attacked by mobs of people again.
